yah..i'm starting to fix myself. Lil' by little i'm picking up the pieces that I, myself broke. I know that this won't be easy but I should do this. I still have my own life.. my friends.. my family.. and my own future to think about. Inch by inch im regaining the life i used to have. I miss the old me. I miss the times when I can still laugh like there's no tomorrow. Im letting go.. and i do hope that i'LL be able to move on eventually. I can never say when will it ever be but i'm pretty sure that day will come.
Though I lived my life these past few days in a very painful way, I still try to be strong. I know.. unrequited love is frustrating and painfuL but still I thank God above all the things that are happening to me right now. For two long years, my heart was just another part of my human anatomy. I was actually afraid if I still know how to love someone. And now I'm just so thankful.. this must be the positive side of all the things that are happening to me.. I've proven to myself that.. in fairness.. I still know how to love.. that I'm still human, vulnerable to this very special feeling.
Letting go of someone we love and accepting that they no longer want to be with us can be a painful thing to cope with. It's double the pain when you have to let go of someone you never really had in the first place. But the heart does heal.. it's just that sometimes, almost all the time, it's a long process. As for me, I try to convince myself by saying that I've lived much of my life without this person before, then I guess I can do it all once again. I just need time.. I just need to be strong.. and hang on.
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